Sunday, January 31, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 14.
I want to stop counting the days, i want to stop thinking about you, I want to stop missing you. But i just cant. For the past few days, i thought i have already forgotten about you. But i realise i just cant. Why am i like this? p.s ILOVEYOU
1:27 PM.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 10.
On MC today, but went to do workshop with Ashton. than fliming with more guys. Tired and hot day. Guess what, i got letter from NS. Check up at Sembawang Naval Base. Think its diver. Hell yeah. What I always wanted. I still remeber you once say will wait for me till my NS. But not now.....
8:59 PM.
Life without her as a friend, Day 9.
Its pass midnight so it should be 9 and 10. But who cares? fuck it. will post another day tomorrow. Life have been so meaningless without her. Seems like theres nothing in earth can make me smile when i mean it. Had a super bad mood Yesterday. After reading those things you reply me on msn. I have nothing to say. Just hope that one day,ONEDAY. You would come back to me again.
12:03 AM.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 7/8.
Its past midnight, so i will date it in both days. I wet my eyes yesterday night again, looking into the sky see-ing your face. I saw you online now, but i just dont have the guts to talk to you. I wish one day you will be back. Seriously.
12:25 AM.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 6.
I skiped a day, as i was too tired and fell asleep without even myself notice. Anyway, while i was asleep. I dream of us together walking around playing a fool. When i woke up, tears came down my cheek again. I don't know why. But i still can't get you of my mind. Maybe one day you will.
8:33 AM.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Live without her as a friend, Day 4.
Still the same, work. Trying hard to accept the fact that she will forget me. Trying to lead a happy life but i just cant. Drinking, training and more training. Have been cutting down on my cigs this few days. A good start.
11:55 PM.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 3.
Wake up in the morning fill with hope to see a msg from her. But i got nothing. Went to do some light training than went to the roof to enjoy the sight and breeze. Thinking when will the day come.
10:40 PM.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 2.
Nothing happen, try to lead a happy life. Joke around, but still i think of her every now and then. Pending for that the day she will contact me agian.
10:56 PM.
Monday, January 18, 2010
Life without her as a friend, Day 1.
everything seems fine for me, just that i cant get her off my mind and forget what she told me yesterday. Hope shes doing alright....
6:37 PM.
Friday, January 1, 2010
Sup mother fuckers! i just love American pie 7 so much. coolest thing to happen in a party man.
okok, to the main point. So today is the big day, gonna propose to her. But sadly its not what she or i expected. Super low budget. And this is so awesome.
Firstly i gang up with Ray Jeremy & Vanessa to help me out with this. Oh, and Tiffany too. So i told them to fake out a party and invite me(but actt theres really a party going on) and i didnt turn up of cause. its a fake for me. So as always, i hide behide her. Than when we were together, vane ring me. So i act nervous and quickly hang the call before she see. Lucky enough she saw it. And ya, she asked me. blah blah blah, check my phone. Found out that i text vane, so the fight began.
Shit happens, explian to her, shes still angry. haha. Nice acting man! Mediacrop want me to act for you?
Than i went home, shes still angry. And wanted a break up. So i said nono, if you wanna say. Say it infront of me. She said fine, i meet you tml. ( she got the bait!)
Im meeting her later. Bringing her over and let her see something. Got the ring ready a letter some deco. Hope she will be surprise and say yes. I dont know if this is sweet to you guys, but it is to me. Doing this kind of things for the one you really love is so awesome. This is a new year mate. Im gonna live a life with someone i have long wanted to be with her.
If everything goes smoothly i'll try my best to give her a nicer and a romantic proposal for real with all of you see-ing it. cheers mate. Have a happy new year.
8:05 PM.
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